I haven't written here in a very long time. I haven't written here, because there hasn't been a point. He's done with me and with that, I was finished. Everyday is impossibly hard and there hasn't been any point or reason to say it again. I'm still as scared and terrified now as I was then. I don't know how to handle this and its not getting easier with time. They say that it's only been three months. You can't rush it. But I need this to be over. Because breathing is getting hard.
Oct 30, 2007 by
genboy
Stelle, I'm glad you're back. And what an amazing coincidence; while you have been gone (almost to the day), my life has turned completely upside down, thanks to betrayal and deceit by my closest one. If you are interested, read a little Barn Talk. I am working over some very very very tough pain right now, but some of the light is starting to come back.
Nov 13, 2007 by
genboy
Stelle,
wouldn't you be nice and grace us with a few more entries? I admit I looked forward to reading about your romantic travails every day. I have enough of my own, I know, but your journal touched me so. We're all anonymous here; that makes it better I think. It is therapeutic for me. I really spill out my heart, thinking (hoping? believing?) that no one who knows me will ever read it. Gulp! Who knows?? -Roy
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